I fell in love with a man that fell in love with the real me. There she was just sitting with her friends, laughing her usual loud and excitable laugh. I think when she laughs, the whole world knows that it's her. She has tried to change it and learned how to do a light, …
Your Fight Will Inspire Others To Fight
I don't know about you, but sometimes I feel like giving up and throwing in the towel on this whole working out thing. I get so sick of putting on my workout clothes and pressing play on that DVD or beginning my run or looking at an instructor on a stage. But I like food, …
Chicken Noodle Soup For My Birthday
Yesterday was my birthday, and I couldn't have asked for a better day. Being greeted with love from my family is more than I could've asked for. You see that 3 layer cake below. My baby girl made me that from scratch, and the taste was unbelievable. When her friends saw a picture of it, …
Are you Okay?
All she can feel is the weight of the world on her shoulders and the breath of temptation breathing heavy on her neck. She can feel the sun beating down on her skin scorching every part of her that's exposed. When she rises, everything goes black, and she stumbles to catch her balance. She closes …
How Do I Fix My Heart
I absolutely hate when I get like this. Almost too embarrassed to write this but we all have flaws....right? I'm hoping that you said yes. I have this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach and I know why it's there I just don't know how to fix it. Every time I smile or someone …
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The Day I Discovered My Droopy Ass
Why Jesus!!! Here I am about to go on vacation and trying on clothes to wear. Sad to say that I never noticed how much my body type had changed. I mean yes, at this point I have lost almost all my baby weight, and the scale is looking good, but then I turned around …
Mr. Wrong
Waking up with the sun beating down on her face and the smell of pineapples, strawberries, and kiwi is in the air. The palm trees are blowing ever so slightly. If you just stand still, breathe deep and slow you will see them move. The sound of people laughing and carrying natural and uplifting conversations …
Not Everyone Can Be A King
Cheers To Upgrading My Existence
I woke up today feeling like Bruce Lee! I am ready to power kick and jab my way through life. I have been idle for too long, and I am taking back control today. You see I have the tendency to over think situations, and I do it until I talk myself right out of a …
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