Cheers To Upgrading My Existence

I woke up today feeling like Bruce Lee! I am ready to power kick and jab my way through life. I have been idle for too long, and I am taking back control today. You see I have the tendency to over think situations, and I do it until I talk myself right out of a good idea. I have literally done that ever since I had children. I feel so guilty if I want to proceed at something new in life because I think about how this unique opportunity will take away from them. I try to be everything that I needed when I was a child, and I have to admit it becomes a little overwhelming. But that’s okay because I only have a short season with them and then they will be grown and starting their own life and creating memories with their families. So in the meantime and between the time I have found the perfect balance.


You can find balance by giving yourself permission to create opportunities for you. Step back from your kids and husband for a moment and allow yourself to plan for your own growth. As a mom, I spend entirely too much time on making sure everyone in my household has what they need. It’s almost an obsessive behavior and a bit unhealthy for me. The last thing I want to do is look back on my life when I’m older and have regrets. I fear that my regrets will turn into anger and then animosity. That is the last thing that I want. So last night before bed, I had a long conversation with God, asking him to cover my decisions and give me the strength to take a significant step in my life.

Health and fitness have been a part of my life for so long, and I am ready to upgrade to the next level and kick excuses in the throat.

You could have chosen to read any blog, but you chose mine, and I’m honored.




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