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She thought her drunk words would hurt ME

I woke up to the words, ” You are mean and selfish, and I never liked you.”

I stared down at these words and many more, and my eyes searched for the time stamp. I desperately needed to know the time that she sent this to me. After searching and searching and barely blinking, I saw that this message on Facebook had been sent to me at 4:24 a.m., a time when most people were asleep, making the message’s impact even more jarring.

AT 4:24 am, she was dripping with hate and desire!

Hate

She had enough hate in her heart to tell me that I was worthless and didn’t deserve the life that I have (whatever that means). She confessed to never liking me and never will. 

And I’m okay with that!

Desire

She had the desire to try to hurt me and make me think twice about myself and who I am. But she nor does anyone else have the capability to convince me of that. 

I know who I am, and I’m not just okay with that; I’m proud of myself.

Since receiving these 1000 words drag out, I learned that she is a heavy nighttime drinker. So, for her sake, I’ll blame it on the alcohol. However, I will always hold her accountable for her actions. 

What happened next

I thought about responding; I typed out a message three times, and three times, I deleted it. After the third attempt, I became at peace with saying a prayer for her and then moving on with my day/LIFE. But before I completely moved on, I went back to read the slurring message that was cluttered with misspelled words and improper punctuation placements, AND JUST LIKE THAT, IT WAS GONE.

And not only that, but…… click here One Line Is All I GOT to read what she did!

You could have chosen any blog to read, but you chose mine, and I’m honored!

~Belladonna~

36 Replies to “She thought her drunk words would hurt ME”

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      3. I was in a similar situation, and somebody told me that often it is jealousy that is the driving factor of maliciousness. I then watched more carefully when things like that happened to me, and I think she was right. Jealous people are very poor creatures because they hate themselves.

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  8. Oh my how I can deeply resonate with these drunken words of hate. I know all too well how crushing and disheartening these strong words of hate can feel. My adopted mother told me I am the reason she drinks, along with calling me a “whore.” And some other not so pleasant names; in her drunken state.

    The choice you made as to how to not respond is truly a power no one will ever understand. Good for you! However, I am truly sorry you had to wake up to this. But I am proud of you for not allowing it to ruin your day or steal your light. 👏👏👏👏

    Sending love and hugs your way. 💕🥰 May you have a Blessed day. ✨🙏🏻✝️

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    1. Thank you thank you!!!! I am so sorry that she said that to you! She’s probably the whore🤣🤣 Geesh how I hate that word.
      You turned out light years better than her and why do drunks always blame others for their drinking. I’ve had that happen too!!!

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      1. Thank you so much for your inspirational words of encouragement, as well as your support. I deeply appreciate it.

        I am so very sorry you have had to face this deep pain. Karma sure is a B. One day she will have to stand before God and answer for all her hatefulness. God will punish those who persecute us.

        Keep that crown shining, Queen. 👸 You are truly a warrior at best for rising from the rubble of those who have tried to destroy our light. You’ve done a remarkable job, bringing beauty out of the darkness. 🤩🥰🙏🏻

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      3. You are most welcome sweetheart 💕 We all need to be one another’s confidante and inspirational guider. It really does make a significant difference in the lives of others 😍💕🙏🏻

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  9. I just read something that said that people who hate you, actually hate themselves or even want to BE you. Steer clear Belladonna. That woman gave you a warning !!

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      1. A waste of energy for sure. It is such a waste, hate. These people don’t know how are don’t want to better themselves is the problem. I remember now that the third thing about someone who hates you is that they see you as a threat to them.

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