train at six | poem

June 24, 2020.Reading time less than 1 minute.

tie your laces feel the beads of sweat stuck to your skin look at the slowly sinking afternoon sun the harsh feel of crushed rock beneath your …

train at six | poem

Do You Ever

April 29, 2020.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I’m about to go to bed, but this random thought popped in my head. So, of course, I had to share it with ya!

Do you ever wonder how to terrible your life would have been if you had married the first person you ever dated?
Or did you marry that person?
If so are things you hoped they would be?

If I had married the first person I had ever dated, I would have jumped off the nearest bridge by now.

Thank God for guidance!!!!

~Belladonna~

Whatever Works

April 29, 2020.Reading time 2 minutes.

Day 19 out of 30

Mind, Body and Soul Transformation

I was immediately pissed off with every jump this week. Let me explain…..

Imagine waking up and having to do whatever was barked at you to do. Read More

Erase My Memory

April 25, 2020.Reading time less than 1 minute.

You kissed like a fool

Your touch was unbearable and unwanted

Your breath smelled like hot trash

Your words were shallow and cutthroat

Your touch was like a touch from satan himself

I wish I could erase my memories and have a factory reset

~Belladonna

Silence Is Felt

April 23, 2020.Reading time 2 minutes.

Day 15 of 30

Mind Body and Soul Transformation

This week has seemed extra long and I couldn’t help but notice a lot of positivity has left the air. When we all began the quarantine chapter in our life there were a lot of funny memes going around. Read More

I Would Be Dead

April 18, 2020.Reading time 3 minutes.

Day 12 of 30

Mind Body and Soul Transformation

Today I wanted to share with you a little something that I tell my kids. I am a firm believer that you have to do things that will please you and spend zero effort in looking for others’ approval.

Trying to seek other folks’ approval is the worse thing you can do! Not to mention a massive waste of time. Not everyone has your vision, and therefore, they lack the ability to fully understand why you choose to do the things you do.

For instance, my daughter wrote a book and published it a little over a year ago. When I was helping her edit her book, I never tried to change the theme, the plot, or anything significant because it was her vision. My job was to read it to the end so that I could gain a full understanding of HER book. Never once did I stop editing her book so that I could ask why she wrote something a certain way and suggest that she changes it.

That wasn’t my right to do that, nor was it my right to question her every move. All I needed to do was read to the end!

Often enough, we are surrounded by naysayers that will belittle your vision and your accomplishments. Some come disguised as the most beautiful creatures, but if you pay attention, they will be exposed. Don’t feel sad when you rip the mask off of them, feel relief, and let them go.

Pray for them and their ridiculously small minds.

Within the last three years, I have been blessed to start two businesses and one on the way. Never once did I bring light to any negativity thrown my way. I whipped and nae naed right on by and focused on my vision. I knew that I didn’t need anyone’s approval in order for my story to be born.

The one THING I know for sure is this. If my life depended on gaining the approval of others…..

I would be dead!

You could have chosen any blog to read, but you chose mine, and I’m honored!

~Belladonna~