Just My Imagination

I wonder if I change my deposition would you choose to be by my side? It’s been so long since you chose me. Thinking back I don’t think you ever have. I longed for you to and I think for a second I imagined you did. My imagination ran away from me and formed a picture that I longed to see.

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How Do I Fix My Heart

I absolutely hate when I get like this. Almost too embarrassed to write this but we all have flaws….right? I’m hoping that you said yes. I have this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach and I know why it’s there I just don’t know how to fix it. Read More

Being A Mom Is Easy… Says NO ONE​

 

She is laying in bed half awake and half brain dead. She can’t help but wonder where the night went. Her legs are a little swollen, feet are sensitive to touch, hair feels greasy like it hasn’t been washed in weeks. When she felt her face, she could tell that her bags were back more prominent than ever. She couldn’t help but to look up at the ceiling and say, “do I have to repeat this schedule again.” Read More

German Chocolate Cake

 

Why am I posting this?

Because it’s Friday and we all need a little chocolate in our life

I hope you all enjoy watching my video and recreating this cake for someone you love.

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Misery Loves Company

So you thought that she would let you come into her life and drag her down to your level? So you thought that It would be easy to get her to swallow predigested thoughts and feelings? I bet she surprised you…huh? You see, when God made her, he made a force, a tornado, a tsunami. The only thing that can control and move her….IS HER. Her strength will either scare you or motivate you. Read More

Welcome to Belladonna’s Flashlight

 

Follow me to a place that will offer you insight on finance, health, meal ideas, and motherhood. I have stumbled my way through life, and along the journey, I found answers.

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It Doesn’t Matter What I See

I don’t think I have ever seen anyone with a more beautiful smile. When you walk into the room everyone lights up and can feel your energy. It’s indescribable how you make others want to better. Your style and grace are like no other. 

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The Day I Discovered My Droopy Ass

Why Jesus!!! Here I am about to go on vacation and trying on clothes to wear. Sad to say that I never noticed how much my body type had changed. I mean yes, at this point I have lost almost all my baby weight, and the scale is looking good, but then I turned around and there it was dropping and almost scrapping the ground. Why is this happening, and how can it be fixed? Read More

Mr. Wrong

Waking up with the sun beating down on her face and the smell of pineapples, strawberries, and kiwi is in the air. The palm trees are blowing ever so slightly. If you just stand still, breathe deep and slow you will see them move. The sound of people laughing and carrying natural and uplifting conversations are heard as they walk past your room. The energy is positive, and hope is in the air. Read More

Not Everyone Can Be A King

It’s sickening to see men walk around thinking they should be treated like a King but disrespect and abandon the people they should cherish the most. If you make a choice to turn your back on your kids and their needs, then you face the fact you just might grow old alone. Read More