He Fell In Love With Her Loud Laugh

I fell in love with a man that fell in love with the real me.

There she was just sitting with her friends, laughing her usual loud and excitable laugh. I think when she laughs, the whole world knows that it’s her. She has tried to change it and learned how to do a light, soft chuckle, but that didn’t last long. Mostly because it hurt her chest when she tried to hold in the true her. Read More

Rare Lady Of Mine

I woke up to sunshine, and it quickly turned into rain and then thunder joined in. All of the chaos outside brought peace and calmness over my entire body. I sat Indian style on my bed in this newly built beautiful hotel room, that was covered with modern designs and plush white covers excitedly daydreaming about the events to come in the next few hours. I was about to marry my best friend, the one that God custom made just for me. Read More

Are you Okay?

All she can feel is the weight of the world on her shoulders and the breath of temptation breathing heavy on her neck. She can feel the sun beating down on her skin scorching every part of her that’s exposed. When she rises, everything goes black, Read More

Let Me Clear My Throat

Before I go any further let me say this. Yes, I will be cooking again but let me get out of my feelings first. I am a woman on edge and, I will throw a tomato or an onion at someone right now. Read More

Just My Imagination

I wonder if I change my deposition would you choose to be by my side? It’s been so long since you chose me. Thinking back I don’t think you ever have. I longed for you to and I think for a second I imagined you did. My imagination ran away from me and formed a picture that I longed to see.

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How Do I Fix My Heart

I absolutely hate when I get like this. Almost too embarrassed to write this but we all have flaws….right? I’m hoping that you said yes. I have this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach and I know why it’s there I just don’t know how to fix it. Read More

Misery Loves Company

So you thought that she would let you come into her life and drag her down to your level? So you thought that It would be easy to get her to swallow predigested thoughts and feelings? I bet she surprised you…huh? You see, when God made her, he made a force, a tornado, a tsunami. The only thing that can control and move her….IS HER. Her strength will either scare you or motivate you. Read More

Welcome to Belladonna’s Flashlight

 

Follow me to a place that will offer you insight on finance, health, meal ideas, and motherhood. I have stumbled my way through life, and along the journey, I found answers.

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It Doesn’t Matter What I See

I don’t think I have ever seen anyone with a more beautiful smile. When you walk into the room everyone lights up and can feel your energy. It’s indescribable how you make others want to better. Your style and grace are like no other. 

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The Day I Discovered My Droopy Ass

Why Jesus!!! Here I am about to go on vacation and trying on clothes to wear. Sad to say that I never noticed how much my body type had changed. I mean yes, at this point I have lost almost all my baby weight, and the scale is looking good, but then I turned around and there it was dropping and almost scrapping the ground. Why is this happening, and how can it be fixed? Read More