Category: love
Valentine ~ithinknot~

Just because you desire me
Does not mean you deserve me
Valentine ithinknot
My standards are too high for you to reach
Desperate is who I will never be
I know what I need and what I want
Neither of the two includes you
Valentine ithinknot
You could have chosen any blog to read, but you chose mine, and I’m honored!
~Belladonna~

You’re My Queen
Her day was all about meetings and schedule more for the next day. She continually tries to stay two steps ahead of her male coworkers. If she doesn’t, they will notice and quickly confront her and their VP of her downfalls. She regularly feels that she is being watched, and everyone is waiting for her to make one questionable move. So far, they have nothing to see but the back of her ass as she climbs the corporate ladder. Read More
Am I What You Had In Mind
Am I what you had in mind when you were looking for love
Wanting somebody to hold you when you feel alone
Loving you when you are right and wrong
When your flaws are being shown
Exposing your weaknesses that you tried to camouflage
Am I what you had in mind when you think of strength
Wanting someone that refuses to go with the flow
Creator of my own lane and staying in my zone
Not that I would change who I am but just curious to know
Am I what you had in mind
You could have chosen any blog to read but you chose mine and I’m honored.
~Belladonna~

The Day I Stopped All The Bullshit
The Day I Fell In Love “Part 2”
Let’s talk about that day.
I was 22 with a chip on my shoulder and mad at the world because I felt like the world was mad at me. I had a temper and a right and left hook that refused to back down to anyone. I was out looking for trouble, which wasn’t hard to find because I knew where to look.
The truth of the matter is I only joined the military because I wanted to be taught how to defend myself if I were to be attacked by 2 or more persons at once. I wanted to be able to shoot a target in any location I desired on the first shot. My sergeants’ had to pull me off the shooting range. Read More