May Promises ~ A Month Worth Living For~

New month who dis!

The last 12 months have been a freakin rollercoaster for me, and I’m finally pulling my way through to the other side. I can’t even begin to express to all of you how thankful I am to be here tap, tap, tapping away on my keyboard.

Over the past 12 months, I did a lot of soul searching and reflecting on old and new friendships, my career, and everything I need to add to my life. It’s funny how you learn things about yourself when you think that tomorrow is no longer an option for you.

After my surgery on February 1st, I laid in my bed for two weeks to heal properly and give my body time to rest. During that time, I thought about all of the time I wasted going to the gym and spending hours there socializing with people that were pathetic.

But I continued anyway.

When I tell you guys that I wasted hours upon hours, I mean that. The majority of the women were gossipy, spiteful, and fool of jealousy. It was a little circle that I knew I didn’t fit in, but I didn’t know how to get out. That is until all my Yes’s turned into NO’s. I stopped putting myself in the position for anyone to ask me to go places and hang out. When my NO’s begin to happen, I noticed that attitudes from others started to form, which was fine by me because I knew that it was time for me to get back to where I previously. And I needed to get back on the positive track and surround myself with ladies that are going places.

And women that lift each other up.

I mean, how hard is that! WOMEN WE HAVE TO DO BETTER

Okay, let’s move on because THANKFULLY, that part of my life is OVA!

Not only am I staying clear from bad energy, but I took a good look at myself and examined what I need to do to make sure I’m happy. I came up with a long list, and I am crossing them off one by one, and it feels good. When I was lying in my bed and making my list, I had this strange sense of freedom come over me. And there is no way I’m letting that feeling go. The peace and clarity that I have again make me feel like dancing, telling jokes, and motivating me to continue to work hard on my craft.

May Promises

• Increase my stats on my blog
• Grow my following on my new podcast
• Create a new YouTube channel
• Get everyone in my house fully vaccinated by June
• Book 2 family vacations for this summer
• CONTINUE TO ENJOY MY LIFE AND MY LOVE ONES

I hope that all of you have a May worth living for.

You could have chosen any blog to read, but you chose mine, and I’m honored!

~Belladonna~