I wonder if I change my deposition would you choose to be by my side? It’s been so long since you chose me. Thinking back I don’t think you ever have. I longed for you to and I think for a second I imagined you did. My imagination ran away from me and formed a picture that I longed to see.
You know it’s funny how we let fake memories guide us and take us to a place that we’ve never seen. We plant pictures in our mind that we never took. We then use that false representation to guide our hearts and emotions. It’s up to us to discontinue this practice and let the dead remain dead and the living to exist and heal.
I know I know that’s easier said than done but trust and believe that it can be done. Once you put all of your energy towards the things and people that bring you energy, the rest is easy. We have to be willing to stop living in fantasy land and know that what you want May not be what you need.
You could have chosen any blog to read but you chose mine and I’m honored.